Last week, Baiju Raj, an NRI ended his life inside a lodge only after shooting a video testimony revealing his wife's extramarital affair. Alappuzha Kattnaam native Baiju before ending up his life sent a letter to one acclaimed film director in Malayalam. The letter never got the light to date, but now the director himself has revealed it.

Baiju's note

“ My mental state is in disarray. The people I loved ditched me to go their separate ways. The last resort for me to cling on with life was my daughter. she was also taken away from me. Whether be it the violin class, reading the bible, or cycling, I was always with her. I loved to see my life through her eyes. She always said wanting to live a life with her father and mother. But I'm also a man. I do have feelings. I tried to cope but it has broken all limits. At night I get anxious and situations arise sometimes that choke making me difficult to breathe. The whole scenario is also affecting my work. I want immediate relief. I have decided to take my life away. “