'Brutal Anniyan and then crying like Ambi; I lived in fear for last two years'

Amidst rumours of a breakup, actress Anupama Parameswaran talked more openly about her healing, the toxic relationship and the pain which she went through during the last two years. Anupama appeared on the talk show with popular host Dhanya Varma, where the actress opened up about her personal turmoil of the last two years.

Anupama on her toxic relationship:

“Many people are not aware of narcissistic abuse. One day he will be Remo. We will be showered with love and care and will possibly feel like the luckiest person alive. However, the next day he will be Anniyan. It will be the most brutal side, and he will not care a hoot about what is happening around him. The same person will play Ambi the next day, apologising to me for his mistakes and crying like a baby. He will promise to never repeat the mistakes, but then again the love cycle continues.

I didn't want to post some random picture of me. The post was about the two years of pain, including physical and mental, which I went through.

I used to rehearse what to say to him beforehand because I was scared of how he would react. Some days were uncertain, and I lived in fear. Our families were talking about marriage, but I was going through hell, and the control over me became so tight.

Dragon was one of the most successful movies in my career, so why didn't I promote it? His interference even got into my work. My friends understood I was shrinking, and I had to open up to them. Why didn’t I even appear in this interview despite you calling me many times? I was scared that you would ask me How are you and the next moment I would cry inconsolably.

People would have talked nicely about me if I had ended my life, but alas”

It was rumoured that Anupama was dating actor Dhruv Vikram, and they recently broke up. Anupama and Dhruv acted together in the movie Bison, where they reportedly fell in love. Neither Dhruv nor Anupama has confirmed this relationship.